Love V

雨的温柔

2009-12-22T19:05:00.003+08:00

杨丞琳雨爱

南拳妈妈下雨天

孙燕姿雨天

今天我看见了，我看见雨的另一面…………

最近大家都说天气时好时坏，这怎么说呢？
怎样的天气才算是好？而又是怎样的天气才算是坏呢？
问问自己的心，天气的好坏是否来自于你的心？
这……每个人都有自己不同的答案……
我记得曾经问过朋友，雨天给了你们什么样的感觉？
他们都说“伤感，寂寞，悲伤……”
为什么？为什么雨天会带给人这种情绪？
难道只要天不再下雨，人就会永远地开心、永远都有好心情吗？

而我今天感觉到了一种特别的心情……
一早天空下起了雨，绵绵细雨，它轻飘在空气中，它落在我的头上，滴在背上，滑过手上，让我感受到它温柔的一面……
它仿佛想对我说，“我要把快乐带给你，带进你的心里……”
这种感觉很微妙，我顿时察觉到，原来雨也可以很温柔，也可以让人心情变好……

其实我们听不到雨的心声，也许它也不想左右人的心情，它更不想把惆怅的感觉带给所有人，但这是改变不了的事实……所以它偶尔化成绵绵细雨来哄大家开心，但又有多少人能够理解呢？
就连歌曲的作词人都把雨写成了一首首催泪的情歌，就像最近杨丞琳的雨爱，南拳妈妈的下雨天，孙燕姿的雨天等等……刚我去翻了翻我的一本簿子，看到了一页才想起，原来两年前我有写过关于雨的词，然后我想再写一个不同的，就写下了一小段……

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2009
烟雨
彩虹总在雨停后才会出现
谁了解雨心里的感觉
它悲伤却没有人安慰
它温柔又有谁看得见

我知道我和他有很多不同
等多久还是相同结果
北极星消失在我的天空
原来爱着你是我的错

你说我始终不懂你要的是什么
过去是谁太放纵是谁太宽容
一个人的寂寞换两个人爱情的烟火
很多话烙在心中想说却说不出口

我什么也没有说独自站在雨中
终于明白了雨水滑过的洒脱
只要你能快乐我就会学习慢慢放手
最美的祝福理由我给的就这么多（我的承诺）

2007
爱·雨
黑夜里下起了雨下着爱你的泪滴
打在窗外的声音是想念不断累积
闪电总会让人担心担心你是否真的在意
雷声一直重复响起阻止双脚往爱情前进

雨有多少人伤心多少人在哭泣
泪雨无法洗涤等待的无奈心情
爱他一瞬间来临一瞬间就离去
永远捉摸不定也只好听天由命

黑暗中没有了你没你安抚的心境
看不见任何指引无助的雨下不停
冷风淅沥心酸不已吹散了曾说过的约定
霖雨最终越下越细感情也却步渐渐变稀

心弹着伤感乐曲回忆动人旋律
真心无法代替受伤的脆弱心灵
情须要走过崎岖走过所有泥泞
听见雨后唏嘘才看见美丽天晴
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已有一段时间没好好写词了……就像歌名一样，灵感犹如陶瓷般必须等到雨过天青的烟雨天才能烧出来，一直都在等待好时机……不过有时候不能勉强，有就有，强求不了……

再续…………

2009-07-19T02:06:00.000+08:00

七月十九

已经离开了很久，也没打算要回来了，没想到今晚会回到这里来写写东西，可是又不知道该怎么开始才好..
今晚我脑子里想了很多事，从一件事情到一个问题，我想了很久却不知道怎么去答..
不用担心，我没事，只是刚刚你的一个问题把我给愣住了..
我在感情里到底是个怎么样的人？
如果要我在好与坏之间选一，我给不了一个答案..
我并非对自己的感情没有信心，我很肯定也很有信心地说，我是专一的..
也许现今很多人的思想都开始变了，变得开放了，但是这并不代表可以对爱情不专一，不是吗？
只要我喜欢上，我就很难可以放得下，除非她不是属于我的，我也不会执着些什么，该放的就要放，否则只会让自己更痛苦..
爱情是要经得起考验的，可能在一起时会产生很多很多的问题，但对于我来说，所有的问题其实根本就不是问题，因为一个人不是完美的，不过只要遇到另一个对的人，就会变成了完美的一对..唯一真正的问题，就是两人当中多了一个，一旦这个问题出现了，感情就会开始慢慢变质，彼此的信任也不再是百分百了..
为什么能够喜欢了，却不懂得好好去珍惜呢？
为什么彼此一起了，却不懂得如何去关心呢？
这两句话，可能不止这两句，已经憋到嘴角了，但我始终没说出口，因为这也许会让你听了更不开心，所以我也没说些什么了..
你问了另一个问题，我是听到的，只不过当时的我也不知道该怎么说..
言语无法形容，只能说"好“..只有好的女生才可以得到我的关心与照顾，呵呵，很好恋是不是..
好吧，昨天过了，今天又是个全新的自己，希望以后每一天的你是快乐的..

Eileen's Wedding..

2008-12-30T06:00:00.002+08:00

Here i come, there are 64 pictures out of around 3000 pictures i have uploaded here..
My cousin's wedding..
(Eileen & Kok Hong)
It was on 6th December 2008..
I'm lazy to type already, so just let the pictures tell it all la, hehe..

At Bahau (FYI, it is in N9)

Going down to Melaka

Reaching Kuala Sungai Baru (Somewhere in Melaka)

eh eh, whose hand huh? lol..

Hehe, is me la =D

The test before going into the house, haha..

Outside the room..

Hong: Eileen, I love you!!

Sweet moment..

Haha, i'm so happy pulak..

Warm family

Way back into love, ahem, i mean Bahau..

Loving family

The Brothers with Bride and Groom

The Sisters with Bride and Groom (sisters doesn't mean must be all girls ok =.=)

Jean (Eileen's sister)

Fey (Eileen's youngest sister)

Oops, another couple, not yet married one, hehe..

Eileen and Hong's sisters..

The twin sisters giving their love one a big big kiss..

And last of all, their wedding pictures..

Just funny pic.. XD

2008-12-12T02:25:00.001+08:00

Since i was/am not doing my assignment, let me introduce you my classmates, haha..

today i was asking my friends to send their picture to me for the reason i wanna put it in the caller picture.. they were not realising I'm actually having other purpose for those pictures, haha..

Now let me share with you..
Let's give round of applause>>>

TERRY

SHARON (someone's gf)

CHOW YEA, (my new friend and somebody's bf as well, haha)
please don't get angry if you see this picture ya..

CINDY

KELLIE

I'm preparing to die la if they see this, please pray for me, haha..

Ehh, not finish yet, i caught another 2 people this afternoon, wanna know who are they?
Let's check it out>>>
(pictures are blur, don't mind it)

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Dang..dang..dang..dang..

Oops, I'm seen.. lol.. they are Ms. TING and Mr. KEN, emm..called KenTing?? Muahaha..
i followed them all the way but they didn't notice me at all, hehe..

Haha, the boy is sporting but the girl is shy XD
So, you create or imagine your own ending for this, hahaha..

The End

Okay, late already, gonna sleep..

Good night!!

Just spoilt..

2008-12-05T12:41:00.002+08:00

(This is actually an emo post without point, if you're bored with it you can just ignore because i just wanna release and throw some words here)

I'm home now, was playing futsal..
When i played until 1 and a half games, got a called and being asked to go back..
Damn it!! my mood has totally been spoilt..
No one understands.. No one knows.. even them also the same..
Why is me being blamed..
I helped you so much (though i always knew that you are doing more than me), but still, are you glad about it or what, i wonder..
what for i woke up at 5?? i just wanna finish my work earlier and after that do the things that i wanna do or i like to do, is there any problem?? indirectly i help right..
I just need a little bit, JUST A LITTLE BIT FREEDOM ONLY, can i??
..................................
Okay, after typing this, let me forget about all this things..
I'm fine soon..

Just get tagged!!

2008-12-02T21:56:00.002+08:00

HAH, look at the time now, this shouldn't be the thing that i supposed to do now which is blogging..
i have quiz and test tomorrow, and also assignment that need to be done by tonight, as a consequence, I'm gonna do the last minute works as usual, LOL..
but before i proceed to the revision and so, let me do this tag first, by Yen =)

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I don't put in the instruction part because I'm not gonna follow that instruction, it doesn't make sense right if i put it in.. ok, let's begin..

1. What is it that bothers you the most?
I'm just happy go lucky everyday, i won't remember those things that will bother me (actually I'll forget things easily,haha..)

2. What is your most favorite thing to do?
There is nothing other than football/futsal, i found myself and confidence while playing football/futsal, though I'm not so pro la, haha..

3. What is the motto of your life??
Emm..emm..emm..Embrace the life with Love and Happiness??

4. What will you do when you're feeling angry/disappointed
with someone?
I think I'll just either ignore the anger or keep it to myself..

5. What is the most important thing to you?
My heart, I'm dead without it..

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Yea i can survive, just that i will look like a begger then XD
Bugger wei no money!

7. Are you afraid of pain?
Depends lo, hard to explain la..

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
I wanna stop the time!!
It runs faster than Liu Xiang or even swims faster than Michael Phelps, ishh..

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to
him/her?
It depends on timing..

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Woohoo, my sai mui is a filial daughter, lovely friend,
and last but not least..
she is sampat which i think is a good point of her, haha..

11.What is your 5 most passionate thing at this moment?
Love includes of happiness and sweet..
Knowledge includes of common and extraordinary..
Money includes of RM and British pound..
i think these three things are enough for me already, hahaha..

12. Do you think friendship important than loveship?
Wah, surely......both are evenly important ok..
But i prefer love rather than friends when love comes..

13. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life,
what would it be?
My god! this is for sure i can't survive if i had to eat ONLY ONE thing for the rest of my life, i would straight away go die bah!!

14. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one
would you pick?
Happy and rich are complements..
No rich, no happy; Not happy means not rich la, lol..

(Why all question also want me to choose one le, very san fu le..
how am i gonna do my revision later worr if thinking too much now XD)

15. What would your ideal future life after retirement be?
Live in a big big house that is designed by myself with my family and my dog and etc..
i just want a peaceful life..

16. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Get older already lo, so take as much pictures as you can when you still look young, haha..

17. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
Aiseh, i love everything about myself la =P

18. When are you going to find a gf?
Haiyo, gf is not like a vegetable that can be found in bazaar easily..
All depends on right time, right feeling, and right person..
Don't you think so?

19. Do you consider yourself as selfish?Give evidence.
Yes i am.. evidence?
Nah, i won't share my lover with anyone else if we love each other..
yet I'll try my best to avoid that, and i think that is impossible to happen =D

OK, DONE!! Time to study!

Just Busy..

2008-11-28T11:38:00.000+08:00

This is just some updates about what I'm currently doing..
This semester is really short and very soon will come to the end already, next week will be my mid term exam of Malaysian Studies and quiz of Microeconomics, on the same day, i wonder will i do good in that MALAYSIAN STUDIES!!
Gosh, everytime i go to this classes, that is for sure i don't listen to the lecturer's every single word at all, i will surely find something to do which is not related to the subject, like playing friend's phone, talking or even dreaming.. I'm super not interested in this subject, it is all about history of the Malacca la, Malaya la, British la, Japanese la, bla bla bla (God, I'm talking crap wei, it is what i normally do =P )
and all these things will be forcing me to memorize them, no doubts,
Memorizing part is YUCKY! Lol

-Study part finish-

Ok, yesterday night went for the general meeting of Japanese Passion Week (JPW)..
Haha, it is fun to be one of the committees, when that was my turn to talk about my division, i totally have no feeling, just simply and roughly said some words only..
I start feeling this event would not give me any pressure yet i will enjoy it..
After meeting, there is a thing we must have which is SUPPER, hahaha..
I had been asking people to go for supper before and during the meeting, because i was too hungry already, i only had my meal once in the evening the whole day, so i desperately wanted food that time, hahah..
We went to the mamak that we often go last time>>Al-Rahmath (don't know i spell it correctly or not)
I had a burger special, maggi goreng and limau ais and and a piece of sandwich from Jee Vey =D
So i was just digging into my food, hearing what they're talking, laughing.. I didn't talk much..
Before we left, TJ was calling someone, then the voice came out from the loud speaker was a girl from cyber......Gotcha, Pui San..
Everyone was talking to her at the same time, i think she is confusing with whose voice and whose voice, just can hear TJ's, lol..
She said she will be coming to the JCN as promise, so see you soon lo =)

Oops, it is time to go for the last class of today, i was deciding not to go for that class actually, but...haiz, just go to listen story again la..

Bye..

Just Stand Up!!

2008-11-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

This is the video that i would like to share with you..
It is a song by Artists Stand Up to Cancer,they are:
Mariah Carey, Beyonce, Mary J. Blige, Rihanna, Fergie, Sheryl Crow, Melissa Etheridge, Natasha Bedingfield, Miley Cyrus, Leona Lewis, Carrie Underwood, Keyshia Cole, Leann Rimes, Ashanti and Ciara, with Nicole Scherzinger in the live version..
The girls are awesome, the impressive voices made this song greatly perfect..

I just like this song, and you should have enjoyed it..
Just Stand Up to Cancer!

Artists Stand Up To Cancer - JUST STAND UP!
Uploaded by umusic

This Is Me..

2008-11-06T02:28:00.009+08:00

Which Heroes Character Are You?

I did this Heroes quiz few months back, and this was the result i got, it was unexpected for me to get Peter's character..
Well, Heroes 3 is on Astro.. i watched the first four episodes online couple weeks ago, and guess what? i will wait to continue watching it on Astro, haha.. thanks to my laziness to download it or something =P
Yea, laziness is part of me, sigh..
The exam result is out and i got all pass but still, it's not satisfactory (i wish to get 1st class =( ).. it wasn't my intention for this outcome.. ok, i know there is something called return on effort, the more effort you put into studies, the greater result you will get.. sometimes i have plans or ideas to do somethings, but i seldom carry them out, it's such a shame.. i wonder where the hell is my discipline gone.. i should have changed by now, slowly, hope that i would be as good as Peter Petrelli, wawawa, then perfect crazy man =D
By the way, the result is better than last semester GPA, should be glad too XD

Now is 2:32am, i think i should go lying on the bed for an hour first (don't feel like sleeping yet la), after that wake up to watch MU, haha.. later 9am got an appointment with friends >>> Futsal

So now, Bye Bye!!

In Library =.=

2008-09-15T17:20:00.001+08:00

FYI, I'm now in the library..
I'm using library's computer to blog le..
Can't believe isn't it?
My own pc has been sent to fix already ='(

My class was end at 4, then i'm gonna do my management thingy with my friends at 6 later, so i stay back in campus and do nothing =.="
Just now was having my dinner with Edwin at EP..
??
What the heck DINNER??
Yea, it's dinner, and Edwin had his 3 in 1 meal (breakfast lunch and dinner, lol)..
I'm scared later no time for me to eat, so decided to have it earlier..

Ok, nothing much to talk about at here..
Library is a damn boring place i would say..

Lonely lonely..
No one teman me..
I'm alone in library..
LOL

Last but not least, Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to everyone, hehe =)

Relax and laugh..

2008-09-09T01:11:00.000+08:00

Today i watched this video during management class..
It is amusing..
Must see.. Maybe some of you have seen this before, anyway watch again and laugh your *** off..
Hehe..

Dragon Fruit XD..

2008-09-09T00:20:00.000+08:00

Hehe, i started eating fruits lately..
And i kept eating this fruit these few days
>>Dragon fruit

Cute Cute dragon fruit on someone's hand XD
>>

>>Then....

OMG, someone has killed it, evil deed =(
(someone: Muahahaha..)

(Cop: Hey freeze!! This time you si ["si" is hokkien, in English means "die"] la..)
Finally the murderer is under arrest!!

And the body is found, kids under 18 please don't see ok..

Ohh, it is cut into pieces.. ='(

And the forensic heroes are doing their job, lol..

......

Ok ok, just for fun la, (sorry ya if you think it's not funny) hehe.. =P
Seriously, this fruit might look yucky to you, but it is delicious.. and it is a very healthy fruit to eat ohh..

Delay..

2008-09-07T19:11:00.003+08:00

I've mentioned that i wanted to buy new stuffs in the previous post right..
And now I'm gonna talk about one of them which is
>>Handphone..

Previously, i planned to have either Nokia N82 or SE G900, i have been deciding for a long time already, asking for the prices and so on.. But until just now, i caught sight by a word 8 Mega Pixel.. i was stunned for half a second (ok, it's a shock but not a big one, half a second is reasonable, lol), then i shall reconsider which phone to choose.. i will talk about this one later..

So last week i went to try using both this phones at MP..
Emm, for N82, the phone actually belongs to the manager one, then i try lo.. When i touch the navigation pad, it is kinda loose like that, then i was thinking, this phone is just used for not long only le, why it becomes like that one..
Ok, then i tried the camera, i looked at the screen, OMG, why so small one huh? i think it is because i used to my fake N95, lol, the screen is bigger, i not used to the small one anymore, hehe..

After that, i went to see the G900.. that is first time i see it, and it is thinner than what i imagined.. This phone is ok for me..
Below are the pictures of the phones

>>N82

>>G900

I went back and think again, compare both phones..
G900 is nice, but N82 is nice also.. For instance, G900 has point focus while taking picture; N82 has Xenon flash, it is the best camera phone among all Nokia phones although its design is quite lame la..

Ok, just now i saw this

>> C905

8.1 Mega Pixel with Xenon Flash and its features are more or less same with G900
Incidentally, i like it also la, so greedy of me XD
The videos that describe C905, take a look>>

In short, i won't be getting a new handphone anytime soon..
2 months, after 2 months only see which one will be my preference la..

I Want New Stuffs!!

2008-09-07T01:54:00.003+08:00

I've been wanting a lot of stuffs since i started my second year in Uni..

New wardrobe, new handphone, new shoes, new new new..
But i didn't manage to get them all..

So far i got myself a futsal shoe only..
i forgot to take its picture, so i simply find it online just to let you see how is it look like..
Lalala>>

Adidas F5

It is not mine, as i told you, this picture is taken from internet.. i will take a picture of it when i remember la because it is now in my car and I'll only play futsal after next week perhaps..

Yesterday i went to MP to hunt for it, and i also got a short and a pair of sock, just to make the amount over 250 and i can get a RM20 coupon of Petronas, alamak stupid me to spend much for it..

Ok ok, time really flies without telling me one XD
It's 2, i gotta sleep lo..
Nites sweet people, haha..

US Open..

2008-09-07T01:06:00.004+08:00

FYI, US Open is a tennis tournament and it is a grand and important game for tennis players..

Yea, i was watching it just now, now my dad is still watching the live man semifinals..

Haiz, my favourite player has lost..
Wonder who is the player?
Here is the answer
>>>

is she>>>Elena Dementieva

She is a Russian, 27 years old, she doesn't look like this age right, does she?
She is the Gold medalist in Beijing Olympic Games
She beat Serena William and Safina (in the final)
But, she stopped at the semifinal in US Open already, she is defeated by Jankovic =(

Why is she my favourite player?

Haha, damn obvious la the answer..

Because she is HOT
XD

My another favourite player was also losing already
Ana Ivanovic, Serbian, 21..

Hehe, i like her because she is CUTE, lol..
Hey hey, she is world's number 1 le, don't play play..

She's out in the second round.. pity her.. Lost to this girl (right) lo =(

Eh eh, I'm not stopping at here only.. i have favourite male players also..

Novak Djokovic, Serbian and 21 also, so coincidence hor..
He is world's number 3..
Both Serbians are good good players, aren't they? (Sorry if you don't know them)

He is playing against 2nd-seed Roger Federer now..
The reason i like him is..
he is quite HANDSOME =D

And 1 more, he used to be my favourite player also..
Andy Roddick, American, 26..

By the way, he is COOL..

OK, finish the tennis session, hehe..

Forgotten everything =P..

2008-09-06T18:01:00.000+08:00

THE BLOG MUST GO ON!!

Yea, this blog has been left in a lurch for some time.. No no, i can't dumb it just like that, there will be many posts to be updated tonight or.... when I'm free, hahaha =P
Actually i got a lot of things to blog about one, but sadly i don't have a PDA or a laptop, so i couldn't blog whenever i want lo.. Every time when i feel like blogging, i will also feel lazy to on my PC..
Because of this reason, now i have forgotten all the things or matters i wanted to blog, consequently, i won't blog them, lol..
Don't worry, I'll still blog about the present one..

Aiseh, just now kena tipu by Yen, i want revenge, muahahaha, LOL.. sounds like a devil laughing..

Ok, updates are gonna be done soon..

Gotta go for dinner =)

Stay Tuned..

2008-09-04T01:46:00.002+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen..

This busy fellow will be back to blogging soon..

Please Stay tuned!

Beijing 2008 Olympic Games.. 080808..

2008-08-08T22:10:00.004+08:00

Yea here i am..
As you can see, i have changed my banner to Olympic 2008 and Malaysia National Day (very soon la, this month also ma =P )

080808
BEIJING 2008 OLYMPIC GAMES

is officially started.. and the opening ceremony is now going on..
I'm just waiting for the Olympic torch to light up Beijing Stadium Birdland (Bird's nest)..

What i have to commend about the beginning of the opening ceremony are..

Awesome Brilliant Excellent Fabulous Fantastic Glamorous Glorious Gorgeous Magnificent Marvelous Outstanding Sensational Superb Tremendous Wonderful

Hahaha.. just finish using all the colours that can be seen, so i gotta stop praising =D
They are using all the high-tech and digital-tech to do almost all the special effects..
It is very impressed..

I hope that Malaysia's badminton squad can bring back some gold medals, i didn't mean to look down other athletes from other sports, just that it is hopeless la, hahaha..
Wish to see the best performance from Malaysia badminton players!

Crapping 1.. XD..

2008-08-08T17:46:00.012+08:00

Hi boys and girls!! I'm back.. hehe..

Wow, too fresh to be here, let me take a fresh breath first..
HUU-HAA.. lol..

Yea, i'm being quite busy lately.. busy playing, busy doing house works, busy doing exercises, busy revising, busy watching tv, busy listening music, and....
busy dating (??ah-huh, emm.. suppose to be playing also, oops) hahaha, no la, just for kidding ya.. =P

Recently, I'd been going through (shouldn't be saying suffering because it's not a serious one), understanding and learning a lot..
But all this are over, no more such feeling, i mean saddy mood.. Because i know what is the right thing should i do now, what is important and what is not, whatever pain may come, you just have to face it by yourself, and try to figure out the best among all solutions to solve it..
This is what I'm doing now.. and none the less, do everything with your smiling face on, of course not smile like a mad person la, smile here and there, then don't blame me if people send you to rumah sakit jiwa later, lol.. ok ok, what i mean is always put your polite smile on your face to give no stress to others, unconsciously you'll be happy too..

Hehe, a bit too long for all this hor..

By the way, i would like to thank especially someone out there for being with me when i was not in the mood and totally down, THANKS =)
The brighter day has come after the silent night..

Ok, another topic.. I'll continue in the next post.. I'll be right back =)

(can't sign in MSN again, and i know why already, because i open Chinese Star, and my PC's CS has problem with the MSN and Firefox/IE >.< )

ARGH!!

2008-07-30T01:20:00.001+08:00

Argh!!!!!!!!!!

Actually i wanted to blog about what had happened today in this post after finish my assignment thingy, but there's something seems like doesn't want me to do so..

The thing is i couldn't sign in my msn(i have tried uncountable times), and when i wanted to blog, it is running DAMN slow to enter this page, grrrr.....
Geram ni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just feel like throwing the keyboard, throwing away the mouse, the chair as well.. .. ..
Aiseh, too much violence here..
*People, don't try this at home..

Now it makes me no mood to blog already..
I have no idea whether i will blog this in the future or not..

Bugger, stupid connection..
Even i know it will be back to normal if i restart the PC, but the mood will be all gone..

So now I'll straight away shut the PC down and then head to my room and study for my tomorrow test(if i have the mood of studying) or sleeping..

Nites people..

I'm tagged by C & S.. XD

2008-07-25T17:02:00.004+08:00

FYI, I'm tagged worr..

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
Love..
Love between me and family, friends, and love one(future, lol)..

2. What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
Emm.. My new stationery if I'm not mistaken (i spelled wrongly before this, i thought is "stationary").. =D

3. Where do you wish to get married?
Under Eiffel Tower, is it possible, hahaha..
Most probably I shall let my partner to decide where will it be =)

4. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
28 gua.. Don't know.. life is so unexpected, maybe I'll be getting married next year, or next month, or next week le, who knows.. =D

5. Are you in love?
No worr, so everyone still has the chance, haha =P

6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
I forgot the restaurant's name, it's a Chinese restaurant..

7. Name the latest book that you bought?
Business text book (photostat one, don't tell anyone ya)

8. What is your full name?
Yeong In Shern
I like my name, hehe =P

9. Do you prefer your mother and father?
Surely both la..
They are just like my hands and feet, my LIFE..

10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
............

11. Christina or Britney?
I used to like their songs.. Now, not so interested..

12. Do you do your own laundry?
Emm.. My mom does the washing part lo by using washing machine la of course, then I'll fold and iron(sometimes).. keke..

13. The most exciting place you want to go?
There are lots of places i wish to go..
i always dream that i can go around the world with a camera and snap the different and beautiful scenes, it must be very good feeling of doing this.. hope my dream will come true..

14. Hugs or kisses?
Kiss while hug XD

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
Cindy - friendly girl; kind to help people like me,haha; my classmate since last year; caring; and BMW..?? lol
Sanny - wouldn't forget your laughter =P ; lovely; sampat at times; good birthday organizer; and CPS.. (see, all compliment le, good le me XD)

16. 8 things I am passionate about:
4F:Family, friends, football, face(means my appearance), music, health, wealth, self-esteem, and many more le.. (I ain't that greedy right, lol)

17. 8 things I say too often:
i) emm..
ii) huh??
iii) ohh..
iv) ok ok..
v) then..
vi) sien lo..
vii) go where..
viii) #&%^!)(#%&^! (other planet's language)

18. 8 books I've read recently:
Hohoh, good question.. but I'm not gonna answer, because it's not recently, is long long ago.. So, i would say i watched "The Dark Knight" last week, story from comic book, consider book also right, haha..

19. 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
i) I don't love you - MCR
ii) If i never see your face again - Maroon 5 & Rihanna
iii) Empty - The Click Five
iv) Leavin' - Jesse
v) When you're gone - Avril
vi) Take a bow - Rihanna
vii) When you look me in the eyes - Jonas Brothers
viii) Say all i need - Onerepublic
All this will be changed anytime, depends on my mood lo, wakaka.. i like jay's and Chinese songs too by the way =)

20. 8 things I learned last year:
This is the toughest to tell, emm.. ok..
i) to be brave to talk (still improving)..
ii) to use a rifle (in National Service Camp)..
iii) to drive (i learned to drive carefully this year, because I'd bruised my car a lot..)
iv) to speak English (yea, i started speaking English in uni)
v) to care about others..
vi) to be playful..
vii) to be perfect (i hope so, i type this because I'm listening a song "The Reason", there's a part "I'm not a perfect person..", lol)
I couldn't think anymore le, that's all la.. XD

Sudden Inspiration..

2008-07-19T00:28:00.009+08:00

Guess what?

I'm gonna write a new song lyrics right now..
It will be an English lyrics..
This is the first time trying to write English lyrics in such a short while and.. is my sudden inspiration because of someone.. LOL

>>

****************

What have you seen
Where have you been
You're away from me
to a place you used to be
I'll try if I could
But I never get through
the life without you
without me

Song that you love
Heart that I hurt
Shadow of darkness
kept me in an empty world
I know I'm afraid
you will never get back
The days all I wait
would be worth

I wish you can hear me
The words I whisper in your ears
You've just walked away
But not looking back

Somehow you are leaving
You don't wanna hurt me deeper
I'll miss you baby
You're the one for me

****************

Phew, done..
Wahsai, i use 20+ minutes only wei..
I'm proud of myself la because i took shorter time than writing Chinese lyrics lo =P , though it is not a very good one la, but i will still like it, hehe..

EDIT:
The someone asked me to put name inside, but i didn't notice the request..
so now i will tell you who is the someone..
Dang Dang Dang Dang>> is Athi.. LOL
There must be something in your mind now, right?
Haha, it is not like what you are thinking, I'm writing this is to teach him something actually, but he haven't told me what is the "something" before he slept, so i have no idea also, hahaha..

Mine..

2008-07-18T23:55:00.004+08:00

Today I'm free, nothing to do, so.. introduce someone and something to you..

Here is it>>

Haha, my close friend..
Notice or not, it is V cup le, which means..
i have V cup.. XD.. sampat hor.. lol

I'm using it everyday to drink my favourite nescafe..
just like this morning>>

Adorable, isn't it =D

And below one, I took their pictures while cleaning the house..

My trophy

Zoom>>

Hehe..

They are all history by now..

Yups, that's all.. i suppose to study now, but don't have the mood of studying lo, end up blogging here, but then nothing more to blog also, haha..
Tomorrow should do the assignment proposal and all tutorials, for me it is still early to start doing revision, so i can relax a bit la, hehe..

I want sportssss, can't wait to do some sports with friends, i wanna have the feeling of running, moving etc. then sweating, feeling good..

ok, it's 12, a new day.. =)

"My Stories My Feels"..“我的故事我的感觉”…

2008-07-18T23:48:00.003+08:00

This world..constantly changing..

This Earth..keep rotating..

Change of the world

bring everyone to various places..

Rotation of the Earth

let everyone have more memorable reminiscences..

There are different stories staged in every corner..

Each memory filled with unforgettable feels..

These stories

This feels

will be hidden deeply in the heart and never be changed..

The recorded stories

The expressed feels

will remind me of every single moment i had on the Earth

when I'm at somewhere of the world..

这世界…不停地在变…

这地球…不停地在转…

世界的变迁

把每个人带到各个不同的角落…

地球的转动

让每个人拥有更多难忘的回忆…

每个角落在上演着不同的故事…

每段回忆都充满了难忘的感觉…

这些故事

这种感觉

将深藏在心中永远都不会转变…

被记载的故事

被抒发的感觉

会让我在世界的某一个角落

想起我在地球的每一段回忆…

I Promise Myself..

2008-07-18T00:56:00.009+08:00

Hey, I've been missing for a week hor, haha..
That is not important i know, but i still wanna talk about it =P
Because I'm being so lazy to online, and i found that these days are pretty routine, the daily life starts getting bored..
I should make my life be more colourful, right? But the thing is HOW?
.. .. .. ..

Ok, enough for the intro, hahaha..
Emm.. how to start le?

Start with yesterday first..
Yesterday after the last lecture of mine, Yen Qin Er Shin Yee (the trio) and me went to JJ, because Yen was hungering for sushi, LOL.. She already told me during the class, then when our small meeting finished, looked at the time, it's 1 hour and more earlier from their next lesson at 3, so we decided to go JJ immediately..
We hanging around there before going to buy sushi.. Coincidently, we met cindy while walking back, she and her mother were going to have their lunch..
After that head back to campus.. Sad case, this was the first outing with them and it is fifth week already..

Today, early early morning kena the lecture ffk, what the..
When i was walking to the class from car park, i got a message from Cindy,
"Class canceled"
At first i was thinking, you gotta be kidding, then i saw terry walked towards me from clc, and i sense that i'm fooled by the lecturer.. he told me the lecturer said the air cond is not functioning, and thought that we would not want to have class also, so cancel the class.. Walao, nonsensical excuse wei..
Don't know how to describe him la, forget about it..

Since there is no class and we are sooooo free, we went to have breakfast..
Go to Highland and meet our friends (Chun Wai, Jia Yit and Ah Xu)..
Talk eat talk eat, later than going to ixora to play pool and snoker..
Playing cards while waiting the cashier to come..
Finally the cashier came and she told us the cards don't have the 4 King inside it =.="
We still can play until so happy there, if play with others, being cheated also don't know XD

Afterward, planned to watch movie.. Went to MBO, they wanted to watch Red Cliff, but i don't feel like watching that movie, because it looks so boring to me..
At last, i convince them successfully to watch Batman, haha, thanks a lot, hehe..
Bought 3.30pm tickets, and the time was a quarter to 1, so we walked to JJ for gaming..
Playing the basketball in machine type one, i have never played this before, so i'm just a beginner and i scored ok wor, hehe..

After few games, i need to go back campus myself because i have made appointment with my lecturer to discuss the assignment thingy..
Heard from Michelle that there is an accident at student car park few hours ago at noon, a Kancil banged another car (i forgot what is that car she told me, it's bigger than Kancil of course), the Kancil side turned and its front screen was broken, luckily no one is injured..

Back to MBO for Batman(The Dark Knight), haha..
This one not bad, i would rate it 7.5-8/10..
There are few comments from me:
1. It is nerve-racking at the last few parts
2. The burnt face looks freakingly real lo, it will scare some of you, you'll feel disgusting also i think..
3. The cars, haiz, kinda waste (Why all the luxury cars used in the movies must crash at the end le, hurt betul)
4. And i like the last few words in the end of the movie
This movie took us 2 and half hours in the cinema, it's quite cold..

Going back at 6..
See the title for this post, what i promise myself?
I have a class at 5 to 6 today, I skipped the class for the movie, i feel so bad..
Last week i skipped this tutorial class too for the reason that i was in serious headache..
But this time i wanted to chill out with my friends instead of going to class, i wanna loosen up myself..
Thus,
I've PROMISED myself
not to skip class anymore if without a reasonable excuse..
By the way, i enjoyed what i did today, as long as i'm happy =)

Hope and Pray..

2008-07-08T00:30:00.003+08:00

Tired arr..
Just got my accounting assignment question done, need to refresh my mind..
I should on my bed by this time, thing has not got better, i'm being little bit blur after seeing numbers (i'm blur sometimes also, can't help, haiz)..
Gotta get more rest already..

I listened to a song just now, make me feel even more sleepy..
but is a nice song>>Rick Price's Heaven Knows..

Going to sleep now, hope me get well soon..
Everyone, sleep well..

No Sick!!

2008-07-06T23:01:00.001+08:00

Argh, I've been sneezing since last night wei..
Don't know who kutuk behind me, emm.. or maybe there are people missing me hor =P
Haha, just kidding, it is just a minor flu la
but don't like this feeling lo, this morning felt like coughing and..
Grrr, spoiled the mood..
God blessed, feeling better already..
and sleepy now..
Weekend comes to the end..
Weekdays will begin within hours..

Goodnight!

It's so mean..

2008-07-01T00:08:00.005+08:00

Like what i'd said before, today management class, there is something new and funny too, again!
The lecturer let us watch an advertisement video clip before the class ended, the lesson is about what and how the company's marketing strategies, hehe, i found the video anyway..
Here is it-->> enjoy it..
( It's an ads. from Thailand, so you've gotta see the subtitle )

Are you laughing while you watching it, i think yes you are..

All of us laughed like......in the class, lol..
What i wanna say is, this is very mean to the fatties, because it teases them as "Elephant"..

Now i not dare to make joke of "big" girls by teasing them fat or what, i felt guilty because i did this to a girl few years ago, and we are no more friends =(
( don't blame on me, i was still young ma that time, spoke out something bad unintentionally i also don't know, but now i have slightly changed, I'll think properly before i talk )

So, it was my management class today, interesting isn't it? For me it is =D

Before the management, it was BIS, our lecturer didn't come today as he had informed us last week, therefore another lecturer replaced him..
I would say he is just as funny as the management's lecturer, funnier maybe (Sharon said he is cute, muahahaha ) , both of them also like to share their stories with us, but this one talks very fast, still can catch what he says la..
If he is my BIS lecturer, i will absolutely fully concentrate in the class, because the previous classes were boring, i hope i will still pay attention la, cannot be too playful anymore..

Went to pay for the car park ticket just now, today is the due date already..
To be a good student as well as a driver, i paid lo! LOL..
MMU being too demanding, they need the car's grant to register the ticket also, last time don't need..
Haha, just few words comment for MMU..

Finish, wanna copy the accounting answers into a new sheet now..
I'm happy that i did all the tutorial questions before the tutorial class..
Haha *proud* Keep it up! =)

What to do..

2008-06-26T13:23:00.009+08:00

Just came back from the campus, this morning having 1 hour class at 10am.. there will be another class today, BIS tutorial..

Why am i at home?

Ponteng? Class canceled?

Nonono.. the class is at 5pm, which means it's 6 hours interval between both classes, wth man, don't like the timetable on Thursday.. before this i was thinking maybe will stay in the campus to do something during this free time, but this morning mom told me, if i have nothing to do then just come back lo, so.. i decided to go back, really got nothing to do, everyone is going back also, and, is only second week, no meetings to be held, there is no reason for me to stay, right? hehe..

Mom just said if my Indian friend (whoelse, Athi lo, hehe, yea my mom knows him) is still staying at Malacca, i will not coming home.. emm, i think she is right, if Athi's still here, he will definitely ask me to stay in his room until 5, haha..

Anyway, I'll make use of this interval to discuss assignments or any meetings in the future instead of sleeping at home, lol, don't waste the time ma..

I didn't have lunch, straight away go home after settling the accounting thingy.. ish, talk about studies, one thing that makes me feel stress is, I'm the leader for don't know how many subjects punya assigments this semester, not complaining, just that i realise this is the first time i being leader of assignments, so got a bit stress, i wish i can do well,hopefully.. *pray pray*

Just now during Business class, we were asked to discuss the questions given after watching a video, then my group members and i were like very blur like that, not only us, most of the people also blur :P luckily at the end still can crap some things for the answer, pheww..

Now, thinking wanna do the BIS tutorial or not, haven't taken a look of the questions yet, the cloudy weather makes me feel sleepy, gonna nap awhile after trying the tutorial.. Grrr, 5pm got class!

Recovered..Thanks Honey

2008-06-24T23:55:00.005+08:00

It's really incredible!
Once i woke up in the morning today, my throat felt very unwell, maybe it's because i have been singing a song - I Don't Love You again and again recently, ( ok, more like shouting =.=" i like this song badly, it's a good song to release tension too) so ended up like this..
Lucky thing is, suddenly i remember there is a bottle of honey on the refrigerator, i never drink it since my uncle bought it for me so long ago, then i go and bancuh it to drink, it does help, before i'm off to class, i didn't feel pain in my throat anymore, thank god..

As usual, went to class, i have talked less in the class already, except for today, haha..
During the BIS class, Sharon and Kelly came in with snacks, then they took out something from the mamee snack's pack and gave it to me and Terry, it is kind of plaything, not sure what is the name of it, of course both of us are speechless, but due to the boringness of the class, we started playing with the thing, i felt that i'm back to the childhood, lol.. that's all for the plaything, embarrassing betul..

There is another funny thing also.. Because we sat at the back, so we kept talking about 2 good-looking girl and guy ( Edison, name given by us).. so when the lecturer asked us to form our assignment's group, as we have already had a group of ten people, then Sharon and Terry decide to kick people from our group, they wanted the girl and Edison to join our group desperately, lol ( they are joking only la, haha).. Sharon seemed so high that time because we talked and laughed a lot..

It's getting late lo, tomorrow 8am class, i'm trying to sleep early.. zZz.. =)

Not fair, haha..

2008-06-24T01:06:00.001+08:00

Today i have heard something new in the management class..
Our lecturer, i would say he is good in his way of lecturing, he could give a lot of examples that happen in our real life to let us understand more.. His elaboration is clear..

So, he put some photos he has taken in Tesco into his slides..
One of them is showing Tesco sells the towel by 100gram for RM3 or what, not sure..
You need to weigh the towel just like weigh up the vegetable before you buy it..
"Timbang dan Beli"
I didn't know about this before, maybe i have not gone to Tesco for some time, so quite outdated a bit la..
This is not the funniest part..
Shin Yee was laughing there, then she told me she went to Tesco last time and what she saw is, the same situation but different product--Bra.. LMAO!
It's amazing, LOL..
I wonder, if a girl has "high hills", then she needs to pay much for it lo, this will be unfair to them right?
Haha, don't know, i never buy this girl's stuff also..
For guy's underwear, whether the size is bigger or smaller, the price is still the same..
It's good to be a MALE! =D
Oops, unbelievable i talk about this kind of thing ya, haha.. =P

Hohoh, tomorrow can wake up late, class at 1pm

*I already blog balik,hehe*

Going to Beta..

2008-06-15T17:13:00.004+08:00

FYI, i have been studying in MMU for a year..

Tomorrow will be my first day of the first degree years--Beta year..

Wow, time passes in a split second, nothing can make it stop running..
The thing we can do is to be grateful for every second that we enjoy now, we should not take it for granted..
Time is gold..

Ok, my result ain't that good, drop a lot, and no more first class..
It means i gotta put more effort on studying lo..
Tomorrow.. new life, new day, new faces, new! new! new!
Everything's new!

My timetable is not bad, Friday no class, yay!
I'm taking 6 subjects this trimester..
~ Financial Accounting 1 ~
~ Introduction to CyberPreneurship ~
~ Fundamentals of Business ~
~ Information Systems and Multimedia (BIS) ~
~ Management ~
~ Mathematics for Managers ~

A brand new day is coming, wish my days going smoothly! =)

Euro Fever?

2008-06-09T01:46:00.000+08:00

Euro Cup 2008 is started..
I'm a football lover, but this time i have not much feeling about it, i don't know why..
Not like last time, i was really care who win who lose, talked about every single detail with my friends in the school..
Now, don't have this feeling, maybe no one around me crazy for it, maybe England is not playing, haha, don't know la..
I'll still wanna know the results of all matches, just won't be as passionate as before, hehe..

Euro Fever-less!

Sunday..

2008-06-09T01:36:00.004+08:00

I thought i would be staying at home this whole day, but then Fang, my cousin came to my house at....omg, i forgot what's the time, whatever la, the point is she came and asked me whether i want going out with her, her bro and her bro's gf (their house is just next next to mine).. Like normal, i asked her where are they going, her answer is the same as usual only, "Go out only la, we are not the driver also.." =.="
Yea, i went with them too..
Sat in the car, we were on the road already, but still deciding where to go..
Finally, a destination suggested by Onn ( Fang's bro )..
Where?

Port Dickson!

Fulamak my cousin ni, semangat betul..
We went to Tiara Beach Resort and a temple to see see for a while when on the way to PD..
The temple design looks like Great Wall of China, there are some photos in Fang's handphone, but I'm lazy to get from her, so there will be no pictures for this post..
At PD, went into a resort ( didn't remember the resort's name ) , walked, took pictures, saw the ships there, looked at the sea..
Ok, that's all for PD, the time is still early..
Guess what?

Another destination come out-->> Seremban Jusco

Yea, we went for it..
Once we reached there, we got a car park easily, so lucky, not like others, hardly find a car park =P
Nothing special, just looked and hanged around..
I wanted to eat Big Apple, but lot people there, i didn't get it in the end..
When we leaving, left few donuts already, so fast finish..

Back from Seremban at 7+, had dinner with their parents..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Result is gonna out lo, i wish i hope i want my result to be ok, i mean really ok one, because this exam is the worst one i did in MMU so far..
Waiting for the time coming at a snail's pace..

The 19th..

2008-06-05T01:10:00.036+08:00

Yea, is my birthday! ( 4th of June, lol)

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME =)~

Is it meaning that I've grown up? Hehe, sure lo.. And, it also means i should have a more mature thinking, doing thing wisely, be more responsible, be a good-natured and nice guy.. It does make sense right, hehe.. These are the good things i must have in the future, perhaps i couldn't make it 100% perfectly, yet I'll try the best to attain it, even i don't know what may happen to-morrow..

So how was the celebration today? Hah, i have spent the whole day with my FAMILY =D
My cousins purposely came down from KL ( Kuala Linggi, somewhere in malacca, haha) just to celebrate with me, happy happy..
Actually this was not the first celebration of my 19th birthday, the first one was during the trip in the beginning of the holidays with my close close friends from MMU..
It really surprised me, because that's on 23rd May, two weeks before my birthday, by the way, i genuinely appreciate what you all have done for me, and i like the present very much, I'll remember every moment we're together, and keep the sweet memories in my heart forever..
~THANK YOU MY BELOVED FRIENDS!~

Continue.. They reached my house in the evening, brought me to makan dinner..
In the car, thinking where to eat, this question will always make me headache one..
After a lot of talks, they asked me MP got what to eat, then i told them one by one, "Kenny Rogers lo, ..." before i said the second choice, they cut off my words and said going Kenny Rogers then, because they have not been there for quite some time already..
The Kenny Rogers reminds me of something, the business project that i have done during the last semester of foundation year with my classmates, we sold Kenny Rogers Muffins.. Now think back, i would say it was fun and that's the busiest time for Alpha year i think..

Photos time-->> Kenny Rogers

Ah Ben ( Fey's bf ), must thank him because he drove down from his house at Tanjung Sepat..

Birthday kiss from him ( just posing only la, lol.. )

Jean ( Hehe, i'm in the mirror =P )

Fey, Jean and me..
They are actually twin, Jean is elder

Ben, Fey, Jean, me

Finished eating, canceled the plan of watching movie, because of no nice movies, Kung Fu Panda not on cinema yet, so we went to Secret Recipe ( eat again? you will know about it later =P ) before going back..

Got a shocked news while hanging around, the fuel price is raised up from RM 1.98 to RM 2.70, how can it be, man! This leads to lesser outgoing by the reason of saving money, haiz..

I drove the car while going back because Ah Ben is tired.. On the way back, wherever the petrol station is, there must be traffic jam, the first time i saw a lot of longest jamming in Malacca..
Fatefully, we need to fuel up petrol as our car's petrol tank is gonna be empty, go to Shell nearby my house.. We had waited for around 1 hour queuing up there, the Petronas and Shell are side by side, went into Petronas because it is nearer..

Finally, got home before 10..

The end?

Haha, no no, not yet! Haven't mentioned 1 thing..
Where is the CAKE, lol..

Here it is! That's why we went Secret Recipe lo..

Again, photos =D -->>

Happy Birthday Shen Shen??
Yea, nothing's wrong, the twin and their eldest sister used to call me Shen Shen since i was born, hehe..

Looks pretty tasty, isn't it?

Heh, the birthday guy =)

My parents
I look so short in this picture!
Don't be cheated by this photo, my dad is taller than me by few cm only..

me and Yuan, cousin also
though her size is much smaller than me, but she is elder than me, hahaha =P

The handsomes, muahaha..

Cool man!

Yummy, it's mine!

Onn ( cousin too ) and Fey

Done!

A million thanks to everyone around me!
I love you all.. and myself! ^o^

Carry You Home..

2008-05-26T01:30:00.007+08:00

Here am i!

This is supposed to be my second blog in my lifetime..

So how would this blog be in the future, God knows..
But now, i think i shall start it with songs..

These are the songs that i listen to lately, and i like them as well..
Empty - The Click Five
Carry You Home - James Blunt
Helpless When She Smiles - BSB
The Little Things - Colbie Caillat
I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

This is the song i would like to share..

James Blunt - Carry You Home

Trouble is her only friend and he's back again
Makes her body older than it really is
She says it's high time she went away
No one's got much to say in this town
Trouble is the only way is down, down, down

As strong as you were
Tender you go
I'm watching you breathing
For the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
And I'll carry you home
I'll carry you home

If she had wings she would fly away
And another day God will give her some
Trouble is the only way is down, down, down

As strong as you were
Tender you go
I'm watching you breathing
For the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
And I'll carry you home
I'll carry you home

And they were all born pretty
in New York City tonight
And someone's little girl
was taken from the world tonight
Under the Stars and Stripes

As strong as you were
Tender you go
I'm watching you breathing
For the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
And I'll carry you home

As strong as you were
Tender you go
I'm watching you breathing
For the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
And I'll carry you home

I'll carry you home